No Turning Back


A few days ago, I was thinking about Abraham and his son, Isaac. Thankfully, because of Jesus Christ and the new covenant, we no longer have to make such sacrifices today as in Abraham’s day, but as I thought about Abraham, I couldn’t help but wonder how different my life might be if I possessed his level of faith, courage, and obedience.

When God tested Abraham, Abraham was faithful and obedient.  Abraham was willing to obey and honor God’s command and sacrifice that which must have meant the absolute most to him in the entire world, his son Isaac. As I thought about this, I asked myself, “How far would you be willing to go in obedience to the Father?”

Later, I thought about the hymn, “I Have Decided to Follow Jesus”.  The lyrics to this song are pretty profound:

“I have decided to follow Jesus;

Though I may wonder, I still will follow;

The world behind me, the cross before me;

Though none go with me, still I will follow;

Will you decide now to follow Jesus?

No turning back, no turning back.”

“No turning backREALLY? How many times have we expressed a willingness to follow Jesus but given up when the going got tough? Given up, when we didn’t see the progress we thought we should see?  Given up, when we had to walk away from things or people in the world that we didn’t want to walk away from?  Given up, when we had to stand up and stand out from the rest of the crowd?  Given up, because we were afraid of being criticized?  Given up, because we were afraid of failure?  Given up, because ___________?

Mark 8:34-35 tells us that Jesus, “called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: ‘Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it.’” 

Then again in Luke 9:23-24 Jesus said, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it.”

In Matthew 10:38-39 He said, “Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.”

What does it mean to take up your cross, to deny yourself, to lose your life?  I believe it means to crucify our flesh.  I believe it means to kill our own earthly desires and surrender ourselves absolutely and completely to God and his will for our lives. I believe it means to die to anything and everything that would cause us to turn back and give up on what God has called us to do. I believe it means to get over ourselves and to do whatever God asks of us even when we don’t want to do it. That is exactly what Abraham had done.  When God tested Abraham, Abraham crucified his flesh, his own desires, and he desired to obey God at all costs.  Abraham didn’t give up!  Abraham didn’t turn back!

As Abraham reached in his pocket and pulled out the knife to slay his son the angel of the Lord appeared to Abraham and called out to him saying, Do not lay a hand on the boy. Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.” Genesis 22:12

After the angel of the Lord called out to Abraham and stopped him from sacrificing his son, the scriptures in Genesis 22:13-18 go on to tell us, “Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son. So Abraham called that place The Lord Will Provide. And to this day it is said, ‘On the mountain of the Lord it will be provided.’  The angel of the Lord called to Abraham from heaven a second time and said, ‘I swear by myself, declares the Lord, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, and through your offspringall nations on earth will be blessed,because you have obeyed me.’”

God spared Isaac! God provided an offering! God blessed Abraham and his descendants because of Abraham’s obedience! I can’t help but wonder how many times I’ve failed God’s tests and sold myself short of God’s blessings through my disobedience or how many I have refused to allow God to bless through me.

Far too often we lose sight of eternity because we get so caught up in ourselves and this life.  We all need to remember that this life and all that is in it is only temporary.  The only things that really matter in this life are our investments in eternity.   When we understand this, then there will be no turning back.

Heavenly Father, please grant us faith and courage to be obedient in all that you ask of us.  Help us to take up our cross, to die to self, and fulfill your will and purpose for our lives.  Lead, guide, and direct our paths so that we may bring you honor and glory in all that we think, say, and do.  In the name of Jesus, Amen.

About Alecia Roberts

First and foremost, I am a Christian. I am a wife, mother, and grandmother. I wrote The Pursuit of Purpose: A Journey to Forgiveness and Healing while my husband was working overseas as a civilian contractor. The Pursuit of Purpose: A Journey to Forgiveness and Healing is my testimony of God's amazing love, grace and power in a surrendered life and heart. It was released on May 29, 2012. I lost my middle daughter, Heather who suffered from mental illness and addiction to an overdose in October of 2015. Since then I've dedicated my life to confronting addiction and promoting changes in North Carolina that will hopefully save lives.
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2 Responses to No Turning Back

  1. Great post! Yes, the faith of biblical heroes is awe – inspiring for sure. I think, however, Abraham’s obedience in this situation was one not only directed by faith, but also heavily influenced by tradition, as well. Remember, he lived in a time when the worship of Molech was common, and before he met the Lord, chances are he worshipped this false god right along with everyone else. Abraham would not have batted an eye at a god (whether false or true) commanding the sacrifice of his child, even one as long-awaited and treasured as Isaac. I’ve often wondered if the real lesson of this story is not that Abraham obeyed the Lord, but rather that the Lord proved himself to be fundamentally different from the gods they previously knew. Abraham’s obedience would not have surprised the Lord, as Abraham would already have been conditioned to such worship practices, but the Lord’s grace in sparing Isaac surely would have been a surprise to Abraham! What kind of a god would spare a human sacrifice? That day, I imagine, Abraham learned who he was really dealing with: a God that loves the individual as much as he loves the world.
    Thanks for writing this article. It was very encouraging!

    • Marj McSwain says:

      Marj McSwain such a great reminder of how much we should be obedient, Abraham so loved the Lord a great example to how we ought to be obedient to our Lord. He loves us just so much that we must love obey and tell others of His love for them! Thanks for this writing will help me sleep close in His arms tonight! No turning back!!

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